Kateisms

Kate played with S and K squared today. She was very vocal with them. She congratulated them when they did good things, corrected them when they didn't do right. I heard her say to K squared, who is 1, "Uht uht uht uht uht" Like no no no no no when she was going to do something messy. She shared, she played, she cleaned up the first time I asked, it's like a little sweet person who understands so much about life!
She's napping now. No nap for me. (Do moms get naps?) Work while it's quiet.
When I ask her if she wants to do something, and she wants to, she says, " Sure!" Yes and no are heard often.
Popsicle=popstick. DBD=DVD. Brush a hair=brush my hair.
I pray that God will protect her from the chaos in our lives and that she will never know the pain of what I am dealing with.
But, if God sees fit, that she will have appropriate pain in her life so that she can be molded into His image more and more.
I'd love to lay all of my feelings out on this blog, but I don't see much wisdom in that. I'd probably say something I'd regret, and I do not want to be hurtful. I hate thinking that some people read this just to get information about me, etc, so I will no longer be posting this on Facebook. If you care about me, read the blog. If you don't, why would you read the blog? Boredom, habit. Just don't read it if you don't like me or if I offend you. If I offend you, tell me. Not everyone else.
At the appropriate time, I will be able to talk more openly about the chaos, but even then I have to be wise. No license to accuse, slander, whatever. I could password protect my blog, but then that would be license to talk about the people that I don't want to talk about, so I'm not. So my blog is here, for God and all creation to read, and I think if you have offended me or are daily offending me, you know it, and God will deal with you appropriately. I do not have to tell you that.
So that's about as deep as I can go for now. I am by no means in despair, but I am sad. The way you behave in a crisis is the way you are. It's easy to be happy and nice when you FEEL like it, but when you can do so in the hard times, that's showing true character.
Peace out.