kate has been in day care a lot this week, mon-wed from 8 am to 5 pm. sam, her teacher, told me each day this week she has done nothing but sit in her lap. no playing, no laughing. kate has daycare depression. what a sad thing for a young baby. she's been sad because she missed me, her mommy. i visited with her at daycare today for about 30 minutes, and she had a great time. time at home, she was fabulous. time without mommy-she is depressed and nonresponsive. how sad for a 1 year old! hard to believe.
i am taking thursday off so that i can spend time with her and laugh.
monday am i had software training, then work at LPC, and didn't get to go home until 330 pm when the daycare called me because kate had a fever of 102. (teething.) she was excellent at home, had a great time.
tuesday was spent with andy working, and i went to presbytery with jean and other staff members in new augusta,ms and it was....interesting. presbyterian men are all so different-wow. i was tired when i got home at 7 pm.
today, wednesday, was spent at LPC with more software training, phone calling, emailing, etc. one day is so different from the one before, and who can predict what the next will bring.
the hardest thing i've been thinking about lately is Tim. Tim is suicidal, hears voices, likes to take drugs, drinks rubbing alcohol, etc. Tim cannot find a home, Tim won't go to rehab, Tim won't do what we recommend. I cry for Tim, Tim was arrested at LPC today because he refused to get help.
Tim is either in the hospital tonight; or jail, and i saw the drool coming out of his mouth tonight-he needs Jesus. He turns to drugs, rubbing alc0hol, etc, to numb his pain. I can't say I blame him.
I plead with him.
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